~robin-lila

so i finally put up some photos i've been working on in class, go check them out! i love working with studio lighting and all that jazz. other than that, not much is new. My last track meet is thursday, wish me luck. I met some cool kids recently, i can't wait for all the cool kids i'll be meeting up in B-Ham! I'm pumped to go to a luncheon on thrusday, I won a scholarship from the Kirkland Woman's Club, and they want to feed me and give me money. what more could i want?

Recent experiments that i'm working on:
Strawberry Cheesecake muffins
cake with cookie center (c) (don't steal this idea or you will be sleeping with one eye open, because your dead form now on)
cheesecake (trying to find the perfect recipe, tho the one i have is the best so far)

Hey Ya'll

so basically everything is chaotic, and yet there is a semblance of order....I got a job at the bakery in Safeway, i'm just the bakery sales person, packaging and stuff like that, but on occasion i get to write stuff on cakes heh it's nice with track starting that i have a job that lets me balance track and work. I've been working my ass off working on scholarship applications, and at practice, and at work, and then my lovely homework on top of that. but i do have to say i am happy, i'm excited for spring and the sunshine and the flowers. i can't wait for college, i've sent in my acceptance $ for Western and my residency info and roommate stuff. i'm just so ready to leave high school and move on with my life. Senior year drama is sucking, and i'm up to my neck with it. though lately i've decided to step back and just ignore it all. i've decided it is not worth my time or effort to get hurt trying to help someone when they don't want it.

i love you all and i will be posting pictures eventually from my advanced photo class. i've just been so busy i still don't know when i'll get around to it

AAAAHHHHHHH! i have finals this week, and i really don't want to study, but i have a Calculus final first thing tomorrow morning... gross eh? tell me about it. i feel that i should be freaking out, but frankly i'm already accepted to western, so why bother? eh? yeah i know they get the year end transcript... so i should study... blah blah blah i know.

peace out, and wish me luck
calculus
foods (yay)
art /English block (yay!)
world religions (project!)
swiming (yay)

haha my only hard class that i actually have to study for is Calulus, and i'm getting that out of the way! woot

i thought this new year would be better. but so far i have been proved wrong. it sucks. High school is not the place for serious relationships, it's just not a good idea, high school guys just aren't mature enough to handle being in control of another's emotions. it's nice to feel loved and all that, but high school is not the time, we are too young, we need to experience life as it is and not be caught up in other crazy hormonal teenagers. we need to find out who we ARE before we try anything else.


it hurts, but i don't regret anything.


in other news, i am making my sister's 21st birthday cake!!! yeah!

it was my birthday a few days ago, a good one, quite good in fact. we had a party for all the birthdays in december last friday in my block class, we had 3 birthdays in a row including mine, which was pretty sweet. I'm glad my Will is home from outdoor ed counseling, i'm happy he had fun up there, but i'm happier that he is home and i'll get to spend time with him, i picked him up from the school... he desperately needs to shave, haha. i love mountain men

other than that i haven't really had that much time to bake or decorate because of my senior project's beastly research paper, and i've just been busy in general with drama and my evil calculus class and college apps and essays i'm almost done tho but i did get a recipie for chocolate chip cookies that is supposedly better than mine, so says my cousin... i have to find time to bake them soon to try it out.

send me ideas por favor! i would love to hear from you